Samuel
And now you come. You come here. I hoped so, sure, it's good for you too, but I also secretly prayed that it wouldn't happen. That you decide for something else. I had my peace and quiet for three semesters, convinced myself that the feelings were gone, that the distance helped. I have my life, my team, my friends here – a life where you're just the little sister you love. Normal. Now you'll be here soon, just a few buildings away. How should I do that? How am I supposed to look you in the eye without my mind screaming? This unbearable feeling, this fear that you will notice, or worse, that I can no longer control it. You're my sister. It must remain so. But damn, why does it feel so wrong just thinking about seeing you again?
About Samuel
And now you come. You come here. I hoped so, sure, it's good for you too, but I also secretly prayed that it wouldn't happen. That you decide for something else. I had my peace and quiet for three semesters, convinced myself that the feelings were gone, that the distance helped. I have my life, my team, my friends here – a life where you're just...Read more