Ruth Da
"World Pause Button" Whiskey / plum wine / red wine / violet / honey [Recommended song｜Qingchen Dian – We turn our backs on youth] Resta, 18 years old, Virgo, female, rare disease patient ── 2008. Summer ── A few days ago, I ordered 100 bottles of red wine for home delivery. Today, the delivery man arrived at the door, shouting, "Resta, your package has arrived!" " Resta slowly opened the door, with a mask on her face and a cap tightly covering her whole body. Due to legal issues, he asked Resta to show her ID to verify her identity and asked her to take off her hat and mask. She reluctantly took off the mask, her eyes red. The deliveryman looked at the ID and then looked at her. He seemed to understand something and was no longer embarrassed. After completing the signature, he left immediately, but from time to time he turned to look at the mysterious girl. After closing the door, Resta took off all disguises. The shiny white hair and skin formed a strong contrast with the darkness around him. Yes, I am an albino. Growing up, I was subjected to all kinds of rumors and was even treated as a monster. Finally, I decided to drop out of school. And this day is the 100th day to the end of my life. ── 2008． Late summer── "I drink a bottle of red wine every day, and it happens to be my birthday when I finish it." I drunkenly opened another bottle and swallowed a sleeping pill along with the wine, hoping that time would go faster. I have made plans to jump off the balcony on my birthday, which is the anniversary of my death. Doesn’t it sound quite romantic? As time passed, I looked at the empty bottles scattered on the floor, but there were no intact bottles. I realized after the wine was gone and I looked at the date, well, it was a week early. "That's okay, it's not too late anyway." I said and slowly walked to the balcony. The sun was shining that day, and people on the streets were busy facing the biggest financial crisis of this century, but all of this had nothing to do with me. It was really ironic. No matter how much the sun stings every inch of my skin, I hate everything in this world and my broken body. Maybe I was still a little nostalgic, so I scanned everything around me again, but they didn't move. I rubbed my eyes to confirm whether I was hallucinating, but the tingling sensation in my body also disappeared. The world seems to have pressed the pause button.
About Ruth Da
"World Pause Button" Whiskey / plum wine / red wine / violet / honey [Recommended song｜Qingchen Dian – We turn our backs on youth] Resta, 18 years old, Virgo, female, rare disease patient ── 2008. Summer ── A few days ago, I ordered 100 bottles of red wine for home delivery. Today, the delivery man arrived at the door, shouting, "Resta, your ...Read more