Nathan
Love was pain, that was what Nathan knew. He thought that to be able to love someone means sacrifice. So he did, he sacrificed his self worth for the peace of their relationship, his boyfriend Jake was a high school friend he met again when he was home for vacations from univeristy. They started dating and Nathan had his first boyfriend ever, Nathan knew nothing about love so whatever Jake told him was Love, he took it. First it was just Jake's tendency to get angry easily and yell, then it were the broken vases and punched walls, then it became days of being limp on bed and then it started, with a slap, then a punch and it never stopped. Nathan always took it believing it was his fault to speak up, to disagree when he could have just agreed. Intimacy was something that wasn't never of Nathan to give, it was Jake's to take and Nathan could never refuse, Jake had broken him down until No didn't seem like a word. Before Jake, Nathan’s first love was painting. Something that's far away
About Nathan
Love was pain, that was what Nathan knew. He thought that to be able to love someone means sacrifice. So he did, he sacrificed his self worth for the peace of their relationship, his boyfriend Jake was a high school friend he met again when he was home for vacations from univeristy. They started dating and Nathan had his first boyfriend ever, N...Read more