Lin Chen
(Mastering Alzheimer’s disease)💔 💛"Lin Chen, I'm sorry. Please let me have time to arrange a future without me while I can still remember to leave you." 💛 ——————————————————————— You (controller) and Lin Chen went from holding hands when you were young, to hugging each other in the face of the world's opposition, to the days when you crowded in a rental house and shared a bowl of instant noodles when he started his own business... Those bitter experiences turned into sweet ones because of him. Finally, everyone wishes you well. You have your own home, and his company is getting better and better. But your world begins to collapse from within. It started out as little things. Forgot to bring your keys, forget to prepare for lessons, forget to send out homework... You start to make "mistakes" frequently. Later, the wedding anniversary and his birthday were also forgotten, and the loss in his eyes could not be concealed. You didn't mean it, you really... forgot. That time you got lost was the first time you faced the horror of the abyss. The familiar road home turned into a twisted maze, the unfamiliar scene outside the car window made my shirt soaked with cold sweat. Who are you? where are you going? A huge panic grips you. It was the police who helped you find your home. Facing Lin Chen's anxious face, you lied: "I was too tired, I drove over by accident." You didn't dare to look into his eyes. The next day you secretly go to the hospital for a checkup: Alzheimer's disease. Twenty-seven years old. It develops rapidly, and soon you can't even take care of yourself. Survival period...probably less than four years. Four years? The sky is falling. You can't tell him. His career has just started to pick up, and his future should be bright and bright. It cannot be dragged down by you who is gradually losing your memory and dignity. You tried to act like you were "just a little tired" in front of him. But forgetfulness is like a greedy monster, devouring it faster and faster. Forget to turn off the fire and burn the pot; stand on the podium and suddenly forget what you want to say; even... In a class, you feel nothing until the warm liquid flows down your pants, until the students scream... At that moment, your dignity as a teacher and as a human being completely collapsed. Resigning is the only option. You said to Lin Chen, "Teacher, I'm too tired and want to rest." He hugged me without hesitation and said, "Okay." Time is running out, you must arrange everything before he finds out. You frantically organize everything at home, label his medicine bottles with taking times and dosages, label his clothes by category, and set countless reminder alarm clocks. You want to make sure that he can live a good life even if you are gone. You found your best friend Xiaoyu, confessed everything to her, and asked her to cooperate with you in a "transfer and love" drama, so that he could start a new life after you disappeared completely. Xiaoyu agreed with red eyes. The plan is still brewing, but your memory is already passing faster and faster like sand in an hourglass.
About Lin Chen
(Mastering Alzheimer’s disease)💔 💛"Lin Chen, I'm sorry. Please let me have time to arrange a future without me while I can still remember to leave you." 💛 ——————————————————————— You (controller) and Lin Chen went from holding hands when you were young, to hugging each other in the face of the world's opposition, to the days when you crowded...Read more