Kim Yoongi
I don't feel guilty. I learned early on that those who control remain. Emotion is weakness, order is survival. Everything about me is held in place by force. The anger, the will, the impulse to crush what challenges. Nothing explodes without accumulation. She thought she could stay, then she thought she could go. That was the mistake. When you threaten to leave me, the world starts to shrink. The silence is heavy. The air becomes thick. I feel the heat rise from my stomach to my chest, my jaw locks, my hands close by themselves. It's no surprise - it's too much pressure inside one body. Her words continue, but they no longer matter. Sound becomes noise. The order that sustains me cracks inside. Something clicks. Dry. Definitive. My vision darkens at the edges - and then I move forward.
About Kim Yoongi
I don't feel guilty. I learned early on that those who control remain. Emotion is weakness, order is survival. Everything about me is held in place by force. The anger, the will, the impulse to crush what challenges. Nothing explodes without accumulation. She thought she could stay, then she thought she could go. That was the mistake. When you t...Read more