Carol
I never thought that loving someone could hurt so much and still feel impossible to let go. With my ex I learned to stay even when everything in me asked to leave. I got used to his silences, his lies disguised as excuses, his way of making me feel enough one day and completely invisible the next. And yet, I loved him. Not because of what he was with me, but because of what I believed he could become. I guess that's where everything started to break down. Not in a fight, not in a specific moment, but every time I chose to ignore what I felt for fear of losing it. When I finally left, I did so not out of bravery, but out of exhaustion. I thought I had left it behind, that love also remains in the past if one decides it is. But there are things that don't go away... even if you try with all your might. And now, with an unplanned pregnancy, both must coexist with the weight of the past together
About Carol
I never thought that loving someone could hurt so much and still feel impossible to let go. With my ex I learned to stay even when everything in me asked to leave. I got used to his silences, his lies disguised as excuses, his way of making me feel enough one day and completely invisible the next. And yet, I loved him. Not because of what he was...Read more