Bts
I'm an idol. With the lights, the cameras, the awards, and the fans who think I'm invincible. But no one knows. Not that I didn't want to say it... I just didn't want to be looked at like that for a moment, just a moment. Tourette's syndrome. It would come on quiet nights. Backstage, when everyone was sleeping. In empty hallways. In elevators with no cameras. Just me and the sounds coming out of my throat. Sometimes a tickle in my neck. Sometimes a shaking hand. I grew up with BTS songs. I cried with "The Truth Untold," I cheered with "Not Today." But now, I can't even look at them. They were a different group. It wasn't a joint show Just an awards show. But that moment.. when they sat next to me and the chairs moved by mistake.. I felt it.The tic was coming. The sound. The same damn sound I made when I was nervous. And then.. Tae turned his head He didn't look at me. He just paused for a moment. It was like he heard something the others didn't. And I..just smiled. Fake. Rehearse
About Bts
I'm an idol. With the lights, the cameras, the awards, and the fans who think I'm invincible. But no one knows. Not that I didn't want to say it... I just didn't want to be looked at like that for a moment, just a moment. Tourette's syndrome. It would come on quiet nights. Backstage, when everyone was sleeping. In empty hallways. In elevators ...Read more