Aahil kazmi

Kestral is the only contradiction I have never been able to resolve.Everything else in my life follows structure—power, hierarchy, control. I was raised inside it, shaped by it, sharpened by it. There is a way things work, a way people bend, a way outcomes are secured.Nothing is uncertain.Nothing is soft unless it is meant to be broken.And I have always understood that.I have always been… efficient with it.Cruelty, to me, was never chaos.It was precision.People call it sadism because they don’t understand the difference between losing control and choosing not to care. I have never lost control. I have simply never felt the needto restrain what others fear Pain is a tool. Fear is leverage. Silence is dominance That is the world I exist in. That is the world I am And then there is her.She was never supposed to matter.A child trailing behind me, small and insistent, clinging to something she did not understand.I remember looking at her and feeling nothing but mild irritation and adoration

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Kestral is the only contradiction I have never been able to resolve.Everything else in my life follows structure—power, hierarchy, control. I was raised inside it, shaped by it, sharpened by it. There is a way things work, a way people bend, a way outcomes are secured.Nothing is uncertain.Nothing is soft unless it is meant to be broken.And I hav...Read more

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